2009年8月8日 星期六

The Meaningful First Time

The dream, to be a writer, is always nothing but a dream. It makes me feel really sad. Words are like the air I need. Even most of time, I am rational, after all, I am just a human being with endless emotions.

Talking to self is one hobby of mine, esp. when emotions come to me furiously. In which language? Actually, English is my favorite, it makes me express feelings much more clearly. In daily life, there are countless scratches inside me. it seems to have a secret box somewhere.

Reading is always my favorite, makes me get away from the reality. When lots of thoughts, words and feelings come out of my mind, the box seems to open automatically and makes me talk. Really enjoy the stories from others from all over the nation even the whole world. Life is that strange so that no one can predict. Getting elder is a natural thing, people are afraid of it deeply. After undergoing and undertaking a great many incidents, the little girl is not that young and innocent anymore. Nowadays, no matter who you are, you gotta think it over before making a decision cuz you are asked to be responsible for everything you have. People said, “To grow up.” Then, when can we be a kid only? In fact, we can be a child whenever we want to. There’s no rule for that. We are the only judge here, in our own life.

We are nothing but ourselves, aren’t we?

“You are everything but ordinary.”

---- From “Grey’s Anatomy”

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